Lately...

Thinking of ....huh?

Thinking of....huh?

Thinking of....huh?



What??

What??

Hmm........

Hmmm....



I want to be there....I always wanted to be there...for you

That is what i want....what I had always wanted to do...

I must get there....someday...I told myself....
Maybe we're just busy....reaching for our goal...
But once we reach our goal...We will be like last time again...
That's what we said....

And I really hope that the day....that day...will come soon....

Dedicated to: Dear Friends... You are not forgotten....

Friendship....

Again....

I'm back to this title for 3 times.....

3 times....this title appear on my blog....

why??

because it's important to me....

but i guess not to you....

what people say is more important....



I tried to let you know....

I am the way i am....u know me....

please accept me the way i am....

i care for you....

think of you...

have you ever??

i guess i'm just so stupid....

for me...u are friend....

maybe for you...i'm just nothing...



U will only think of how others think of me....

and u will be on their sides...

You forget what i used to tell you....

i told you that not all friends are friends...

only certain people are considered friends....

u r one of one of them....but

u destroyed it....crashed it....

because you don't need me anymore...

because you have great friends

who don't think of you when it comes to your favourite....

Anything i do...

If it's have something related to u...

i will think of u.....
and sometimes even laugh to myself in the middle of no where
like a silly person....

how bout u??

i guess u won't think of me when saw things related to me...

just think of using me??

because i'm no longer helpful....

no longer valuable and usefull....

u walk to the others....

and will only walk to me

when u r feeling bored or needed help...



I'm thinking too much...yah....i guess i am....

i have time...but do nothing...

only thinking of our friendship....

yah...so stupid....waste of time....

i can use my time to study instead....

but why i keep letting myself being bug by this stupid friendship??

why want to force things??

don't accept me the way i am??

then there it will be...

live with it.....

i'm living with it...



Without me....it's the end of miserable life huh...

Good for you...leaving me....