Again....
I'm back to this title for 3 times.....
3 times....this title appear on my blog....
why??
because it's important to me....
but i guess not to you....
what people say is more important....
I tried to let you know....
I am the way i am....u know me....
please accept me the way i am....
i care for you....
think of you...
have you ever??
i guess i'm just so stupid....
for me...u are friend....
maybe for you...i'm just nothing...
U will only think of how others think of me....
and u will be on their sides...
You forget what i used to tell you....
i told you that not all friends are friends...
only certain people are considered friends....
u r one of one of them....but
u destroyed it....crashed it....
because you don't need me anymore...
because you have great friends
who don't think of you when it comes to your favourite....
Anything i do...
If it's have something related to u...
i will think of u.....
and sometimes even laugh to myself in the middle of no where
like a silly person....
how bout u??
i guess u won't think of me when saw things related to me...
just think of using me??
because i'm no longer helpful....
no longer valuable and usefull....
u walk to the others....
and will only walk to me
when u r feeling bored or needed help...
I'm thinking too much...yah....i guess i am....
i have time...but do nothing...
only thinking of our friendship....
yah...so stupid....waste of time....
i can use my time to study instead....
but why i keep letting myself being bug by this stupid friendship??
why want to force things??
don't accept me the way i am??
then there it will be...
live with it.....
i'm living with it...
Without me....it's the end of miserable life huh...
Good for you...leaving me....