False Alarm....

How Beautiful Dreams Are...

I think it's time already...

i really needed to rest...

This false alarm really helped me...

by waking me up

from falling into deeper dreams....

Dreams are beautiful....

They are perfect....

They are somehow nice...

but it's very ironically...from reality...

Dreams...

to me...

they are fake hope...

Somehow...hurtful...yet fantastic...

In dreams...

I have what i want...

In dreams...

I get what I wish...

In realities...

Dreams are not real...

They are just some

sort of whatever dreams

that u can call it a motivation...

Motivation to make ur dreams become real....in real world...

No matter what...

Do not let yourself being carried too much by your dreams...

or else u will be living in your own dream world....

instead of facing the cruel yet real world...the realities...

Here I am...awake from dreams...

Facing the cruel world...

cruel realities...

Trying my best to make my dreams real in real world...realities...

-sTuPiD-

Stop...

I think it's time...

It's time to put the word "stop" in my dictionary...

This "stop" will be use for something

that might cause me of losing myself again...

So...Let's call a "stop" now

before i'm really into that something...

Happy of being who I am...

A proactive or whatsoever

u can also call me a person who takes initiatives...

Likes people of the same type as i am...

will grab chance when it's there...

and will find for chance...

instead of waiting....

Maybe it's not the right thing...

Maybe it's not the right time...

and maybe it's not the suitable condition...

Don't want to force unnecessary things to happen...

So...just friend...Unless it is really the right time...

Focus...

That is what i need the most...for now...

About other stuff...

No one should interfere or help...

It will only make things worse...

I like being just friend....bcoz

I need friend more than anything else...

^-^

-sTuPiD-

Me...

ME...

in restaurant...

in car...

in room...

in class...(not my classroom)


in nature...^-^
Love Green Earth...
It's ought to protect Earth!!



at the beach...


Long time didn't syok sendiri dy...
Really wanna syok sendiri syok syok with Best Friends one day...
One day..
^-^

Ps: Best Friends: Remember the "One Day" that i've been waiting for??

That "One Day" finally...Finally arrived...

I have finally free myself from that 'nightmare'...

Thanks guys...Hugs...

Love you all so so much...^-^

- sTuPiD -

Can't sLeep...

Don't know what happened to me...
I've been rolling on my bed since 11.40 pm...
I wanted to sLeep...but...
I just can't sLeep...
Restless....
Tired...


Wish I can sLeep like a baby now...


-sTuPiD-

Time to decide....

...have BiG DreaMs...
want them to be ReaL...
NoThing is ImPossibLe...
I won't give up...
If i give up now...
All my hard work...
Alll my efforts...
All my energy...
All my time...
and all that i've done...
will be wasted...
After so much....
so much that i've been through....
I won't give up...

...have BiG DreaMs...
want them to be Real...
NoThing is ImPossibLe...
It's time for me to decide my own future...


-sTuPiD-

Sunrise??Sunset??

Sunrise??

Sunset??

Sunrise??

Sunset??

Sunset or sunrise??
Depends on u to judge...
Why is it a sunset??
Why is it a sunrise??
Well...
all depends on how u want to think...
For me...
Sunset or sunrise makes no difference...
The most important thing is...
I am still alive...
and
I am moving on....
Without him...
I can still survive...

Sunset or sunrise??
It's not important to me anymore...
The most important thing is...
I am still alive...
and
I am moving on...



-sTuPiD-

I can??Can I??

Be MySeLf...and Try My BesT...^-^

After struggling from the bottom to the top...

since Lower Six until now...

Finally...first time...

I get B for Accounts Paper 1...

That was nice...

but it was bcoz the questions were easy...

I'm not saying that i'm clever...

What i'm saying here is that...

I mean...the questions given in our monthly test

is not as hard as the real STPM standard...

There's nothing tricky in the question...

while the real STPM...

consists of many tricky informations...

Finally...in April Test...

First time in my history...

PNGK

I get 3.33...

Lower Six first test was 2.83...then is 1.67...

Then February was 2.5 sumting...

and April Test 3.33...

How to maintain??

Easy to say...but hard to do...

Who doesn't know to get good results we must sacrifise??

Who doesn't know to get a good boy/girl friend

must have good characteristics and noble qualities...

Who doesn't know education is for a better tomorrow??

Who doesn't know your mom is a woman??

Well...give up??

I don't want to give up yet...

but i'm tired...

but I have no time to rest anymore....

Counting down to STPM...

there's only 192 days left...

How to rest??

How to keep up??

How to maintain and become even better??

Be myself...and try my best??

haha...ya rite...

Have faith...

That's the only thing i can do...

-sTuPiD cUpId-