Choir

Since Form 1...I've always admired seniours who'd joined choir...
I love singing...and music is a part of my life...
I can't get it out of me just the same like
I can't get something out of my past...
It seems like choir is not quite important for some people...
They don't care whether they did their best or not...
What they want..just the marks...
but for me...choir is something that is special to me...
We build our teamwork...We build our "keserasian"
to harmonised with one and another...
I'm tired of girls who are trying to make my life miserable...
Since i'm not actually needed somewhere...
Why would I still want to waste my time there
looking at faces that will give me those kind of stare like one kind??
No more weird glance...no more weird stares...
Isn't it great?
I don't need to waste my time to continue something that i like
when it is already contaminated...
My name and reputation already gone...
There's no need to stay at a place where I am not welcome..
If I didn't quit things will be even worst for me
but better for.........people can take advantage on me to get friend's attention...
I won't be so stupid anymore...It's unnescessary...
If I still stay there...War will start...and of course people with <<<<>>>>> wins...
Quitting will avoid me from 10times of even more miserable life...=)
Believe me...
I glad I QUIT...At least dunid to kena tikam...until i die...