Mid-Year...T.T

It's coming....
It's next week....
Mid-year exam is around the corner....
For those clever freaks...
They will say that they don't care bout it...
Why?Becoz it's just an exam....
It's not the real test...

Oh Me Gosh....
Are they sure??
Well...they r just being sarcastic...
bcoz their results....always very consistent...
always will be one of the top....
I feel that no matter what exam or test it is...
We should try our very best to score...
Why would i said so??
Bcoz if we can score those questions...
means we have good basic knowledge about that subject...
It's important to have good basics...
but i don't have...Pathetic....Sigh

Lately...Very hectic...Time xtremely pack...
Add on with the 4pm school ending time...
Oh Me Gosh...I need to breath...
I have no time for my hamsters...
I have no time for Taekwondo...
I have no time for things i like
and whatever that i've planned to do...
study etc..Many people around scolded me...
erm...advice me i mean....
Well...i have to admit that they do care about me...
I know it's for my own good...
I wish I could....I wish i could study...
but i'm stuck...besides tired...
I can't remember anything that I've read....
Frustrated....Tired...Disappointed....
Wad else can I feel??

I won't be as lucky as before forever....


Afraid if i will fail my Accounts again...
If I fail this time...
I really afraid that i will give up on Accounts dy...
Afraid....but i don't want to give up...
I want to do better...but
I don't think i can...
i won't be as lucky as before...
I will figure it out then...
there must be a way...
there must be a solution...
there must be something that I can do...



-sTuPiD-
.....hoping....