I'm VeRy FiNe....^ ^

I may look exhausted....
I may seem sad....
I may be weak at times.....
but for sure....
I am very fine....^^

I am happy nowadays....really very happy....
Really feel much better than i ever felt....^^

What i want to do....
is to achieve my aims....^^
with no worries....^^

I can do it....
U too can do it ^^
We can do it ^^

Together....we try our best.....achieve our aims.... ^^

-sTuPiD CuPiD-

''The Summary''

I guess a lot of people is wondering....
and has been asking how....
this two human being don't have any connection...
no similarities...no chance to even talk....
barely even meet each other...
one is a quiet person...
while the other one is one of the busiest girl in school??
how come the both of them can get together??
and just when it happened??
.....and HOW ??
how this and how that...?? hehehe ^^

Well...
haha ^^

What i really want to say is...

THANK YOU ^^
to my Dear...and also
to his friends...especially hamyu ^^
who always helped me
when i needed a helping hand the most^^
i won't forget u guys after having a bf...^^
and the most important of all....
thanks to my Dearest Dear again...hehe ^^

this nice and silly guy...
he accepted all her flaws...
and also promised to spoil her...
and even treat her like a princess....
isn't he sweet?? ^^
i'm so lucky that i've found this guy...^^

Hmm...to some of u who is curious...
I came up with a summary... haha ^^

and here it is

'the summary'...^^

She was a girl who don't believe in relationships...
She was a girl who erm...dislikes guys....^^
because she thinks that guys are
playboys...and irresponsible...
and the worse of all....she thinks that
guys who already have gf
will still flirt around with other girls...

Well...this girl...she don't really think that
any guy will worth her time...
her effort...
and her feelings anymore...
but one day....
after 8 months studying Form 6 in SABS...
she suddenly noticed the existence of this special person...
a nice person...who has exactly, the same phobia...=T
who is very quiet...who is not a playboy...^^
and then....slowly....
she started to know this guy more and more... ^^


And here she is...together with that Mr. Nice Guy ^^
With 6 things on the "List To Do" ....^^
Hehe...what 6 things to do?? ^^
It's secret between the both of US.... ^^

Accept you the way you are...
Love you the way you are...^^

A New Journey waiting for me...

Another day had passed...

Another day begin...

The past is still the past...

The future is unpredictable....

Nothing is for sure...but

what for sure is...

A new journey is waiting for me ahead...

How many days i'll have to go??Wish i can come back earlier...

How many days left before holidays end??

How many new things i will learn this time??

How will the masks look like??Can i believe their taste??

How's with the sponsors??Anyone i can count on??

How is my friend??Do they think of me when i'm not around??

How everything will be when i'm not here??

How will i survive one day without online??

How will i be when i come back??Tanned??and dirty...

Everything is full of question marks....

How if this happen...?

and how if that happen...?

No one can predict future....and

the best thing is....

nothing is for sure...

Anything impossible can be possible.....

but still must stick to the ground...

Do not let myself travel too deep into my own fantasy world...^^

-sTuPiD CuPiD-

stick to the ground

How many 10 years??

How many 10 years do you have??
How many 10 years do you think you still have??

What are you doing now??
Where are you now??
Is this what you want to be forever??
Just a nobody...
a Nobody to anyone...
a Nobody to this society...
a Nobody to this world...
is this what you really want to be??
a Mr. or Miss Nobody??

U just have a few 10 years in this world...

and u just want to be a Nobody??

Are you sure??

Me...
I hope that i can be a Somebody...
a Somebody to someone...
a Somebody to this society...
I hope people will know who i am...(nothing to do with famous)
I hope people will feel that they are happy when i'm around...
I hope people will feel at ease when i'm around...

I don't hope that people will question who i am...

I don't want to be anyone's enemy...

I only have a few 10 years...

I want to enjoy my life...

I don't want to get hurt anymore...

I will avoid from being hurt...
That's why u will think that i'm rude when i do so...
I know that sometimes I'm really very mean and rude...
but what else i can do??
I don't want to get hurt...
of course must learn how to protect myself from being hurt....
Being rude and mean is one of the ways....to avoid it...
That's why only certain people who really knows me...
They will understand...
They will accept me for the way i am...
and they will back me up...

I only have a few of 10 years...
I don't want to live them with sadness...
I want to live them with as much happiness as i can...

How many 10 years i have??
Anything can happen at anytime...
i can die maybe on the next second...who knows, right?
If the maximum...i maybe have six to eight 10 years...
How many 10 years i still have??
Next year...i wun have 'teen' anymore...
Anything can happen at anytime...
i maybe will die before my 20th birthday...who knows, right?
If maximum...i maybe still have four to six 10 years...

So...how many 10 years do you have??
Appreciate your life...
Live them to the fullest...
Don't be an aimless person....
Try to find your direction...
Try to find out who you want to be...
and be what you want to be...


-sTuPiD CuPiD-
How many 10 years??

SABS MASQUERADE CHARITY NIGHT

the day your fantasies come to life...

~ step in to unleash a mysterious journey...

~ allow the mystique-ness awe you...

~ and witness the magicall moment swirl...

Venue : MS Garden Astana Ballroom (5th Floor)
Date : 27th of June 2009

Time : 7.00 pm onwards

Ticket Price : RM 60

*18 and above OnLy*

For more information...

Please contact

: Simon 016-9603556

: Cherryl 016-9349943

-sTuPiD CuPiD-

can't wait for PROM ^^

LoNeLiNesss...

Thinking of future...

What i want to become??

What i want to have??

What i want to believe??

and who i will be with??

The answers are leading me more and more...

nearer and nearer...

closer and even closer....

to myself...

What i want to become??

I already have the answer...

It's in me...

my personalities...

shows me...of what i am capable of...

what i can do...

and what i can't do...

my limitations...

and i don't stop myself working....

to get more and more of what i want...

and to know more and more of what i want....

and to think of more and more of it....

What i want to have??

and what i want to believe??

I already have the answers...

Just finding for more evidence to proove myself

that what i want to have and what i want to believe

worth my efforts....

worth my time...

and worth my sacrifises....

but just somehow...

someone...will always turn their back on me....

and break my believe and faith into small pieces...

and again...

i have to pick them up one by one small piece...

and to put them back again...

so many time wasted...

and it will happen again, again and again...

With who i will be with??

Everyone is asking me this...

BUT

it's no longer important...

it's impossible to have my faith...

it's impossible to have my 100%...

it's impossible...

-FRIENDSHIP-

i'm still awaiting for more and more...friends

i'm still building stronger and stronger...bonds

i'm still keeping aLL of you...with me

don't leave me behind...

because no one should be left behind...

~sTuPiD~

FeeLing The LoNeLiNess

Mid-Year...T.T

It's coming....
It's next week....
Mid-year exam is around the corner....
For those clever freaks...
They will say that they don't care bout it...
Why?Becoz it's just an exam....
It's not the real test...

Oh Me Gosh....
Are they sure??
Well...they r just being sarcastic...
bcoz their results....always very consistent...
always will be one of the top....
I feel that no matter what exam or test it is...
We should try our very best to score...
Why would i said so??
Bcoz if we can score those questions...
means we have good basic knowledge about that subject...
It's important to have good basics...
but i don't have...Pathetic....Sigh

Lately...Very hectic...Time xtremely pack...
Add on with the 4pm school ending time...
Oh Me Gosh...I need to breath...
I have no time for my hamsters...
I have no time for Taekwondo...
I have no time for things i like
and whatever that i've planned to do...
study etc..Many people around scolded me...
erm...advice me i mean....
Well...i have to admit that they do care about me...
I know it's for my own good...
I wish I could....I wish i could study...
but i'm stuck...besides tired...
I can't remember anything that I've read....
Frustrated....Tired...Disappointed....
Wad else can I feel??

I won't be as lucky as before forever....


Afraid if i will fail my Accounts again...
If I fail this time...
I really afraid that i will give up on Accounts dy...
Afraid....but i don't want to give up...
I want to do better...but
I don't think i can...
i won't be as lucky as before...
I will figure it out then...
there must be a way...
there must be a solution...
there must be something that I can do...



-sTuPiD-
.....hoping....