Last episode...

The very final thing i remember
that he said to me was...
"If u still message me...Then u know lar..."
I was so....i don't know how to
express my feelings in words...
It was like more than 10 Samurai was
stabbed into my heart...
Is that him??Is that really the him that
I've been loving for all these years??
I feel so meaningless loving him unconditionally...
I feel so breathless...after listening to those heart-breaking words...
I don't know what to do...
I don't know what reaction to give...
Should I cry??I have no tears...
I was going to faint...but i can't...
I can't be weak in front of him...
I don't want to beg him to be with me...
I don't want his sympathy...
And I guess there it comes the end of
our almost 6 years of feelings
and there it goes my Only Hope...

After he has talked so clearly to Shik Mei...
Shik Mei then live her life like a living zombie...
but luckily she still has her friends with her...
They always support her...
And there she goes...now...she can stand on her own again...

Though her smiles are not real from her heart as before...
Though she's not as strong as before...
Though she's not as happy as before...
Though she's not as confident as before...
Though she has phobia in trusting guys and

always doubt their abilities...

She still moves on....

For her...in her heart...
her Darling has died
back in a few years ago in 2006...
and the person that she meet almost everyday
is just somebody who looks alike like her Darling...



The End...